~Rem-Rei

Well, I haven't made one of these in a while...

Uhm, okay... where to start? Oh! I am wallowing in misery right now. First of all, I cannot find the original Transformers cartoon from '84 (Good Times!) anywhere! I live in Texas, Butt-Fucking Egypt... and my Mom has bound me to her by the frickin' law until... well, I don't know. I went to Hastings earlier, looked for GeeWun, and it wasn't there. Just Armada, which I already have and love. Got home a while ago, searched the internet, and still no luck. I am so sad.

Second, my writer's block has latched onto me like a freakish leech and won't let go. I started typing up some Transformers: Animated fic, then got stuck. I feel like crying. I know Saya wants to cry, but just won't let herself. The lucky bitch can always control her emotions. I can't do that very well. -:-sigh-:-

Third, in hopes of sparking some inspiration, I've been searching for Transformers RP forums. I found three, then lost one because of my stupid Vista. -:-glares-:- And now I must bear witness to what devastation the Mary-Sue has caused to our fanfiction communities... making people rather prejudiced toward OC's and such. I'm too insecure and scared to contact "Prince Starscream" who runs a G1 RP forum to ask him/her (?) about alien/human-hybrid OFC's and cyborg OFC's that I want help with to make them as anti-Sue as possible. Also, I need help with keeping canon characters IC for independent fics I will write in the future. But, as I said before, I get scared to. Plus, I have absolutely no pride or self-esteem, so... Yeah.